No more talking to the company boss as of yet, just my thoughts the last 2 days.
1. My monitor issue was no power. The wifey turned the monitor off the night before (which she NEVER does) because it came on during the night while she was sleeping and woke her up. NOW BEFORE YOU GUYS START RAGGING ON ME...……….I pushed that dam on button 20 times yesterday morning and NOTHING. She gets here after work and it comes on the first time she pushes it.
I am convinced it is some kind of conspiracy against me.
I have decided to pretty much just stay where I am( haven't informed the company Pres. yet). In the last 2 years, I have been trying to decrease my workload and spend more time with the family which has been working and not effected my income by a lot. I have summed up the pros and cons below...……...
Pros...
1. I know their equipment already, and the employees.
2. Health insurance.
3. Steady paycheck.
4. I am supposedly in charge of the equipment and what gets done.
5. Possible 40 hour work weeks.
6. No more dealing with insurance companies, state and fed taxes, IRS......etc
7....…….that's about all I can think of at the moment.
Cons....
1. Loss of freedom. I value that HIGHLY. I can take vacations whenever I want, for as long as I want. If I want a 3 day weekend...…….I take one.
2. Possibility of the boss man (president) that would be hiring me..retiring real soon. He has already bought a place In Arizona last year and currently travels between there and Tulsa.
3. The person taking over for the retiring boss is his youngest son. I currently do not deal with him and have no idea about his thought processes. He is a #'s guy, and if workload gets slow, I could be gone if making a high wage.
4. Loss of security. I am NOT wealthy, but I own everything I have outright with the exception of the new service truck I bought last year. Yeah, its costing me $1400.00 a month, but in the grand scheme of things it isn't a big deal.
5. I highly doubt that 40 hours a week for me will work for them...…….It is highly likely that could turn into much more, and I wouldn't be in the position to say no....RIGHT?
6. Less family time, which would contradict my goals the last 2 years.
7. Possibly servicing and repairing numerous pick-up truck and small equipment like plate compactors and such. Not that I care a lot about that, but I am not supposed to be doing that work. It is likely I will because.....again, It would be difficult to say NO being on the payroll.
8. Too many customers I still have depend on me. With the inability to continue for them, that would eat on my consciousness. Yes, a lot will be retiring over the next 5 years, but I CONSTANTLY turn down new work as it is.
9. The company already has a super high turnover in employees...…..not good, but I also don't know a lot of the reasons people leave.
10. ……..and for the GRAND FINALE and the most important of all...…….The job could become mundane for me knowing my nature. Working on the same equipment all the time is what got me started in self employment. Lets face it, for me it gets BORINGGGG after awhile. I left good jobs when I was young because I learned the equipment easily and would be come bored after 2-3 years. When you are self employed, it is ALWAYS something new. A new place I haven't been, new customers I haven't met, new contacts that can work into good jobs and income, and new equipment of differing makes and models with new technology to challenge me. THIS is the biggest reason I LOVE SELF EMPLOYMENT! If I am not constantly challenged, I will lose interest...……...I know myself well.
I believe I will talk to this company boss on Friday. I am going to offer to make up the workload as best I can until they find someone to operate for them in the capacity that was being done before. With the current state of affairs concerning the availability of heavy equipment techs for hire, it is unlikely I will lose any work at this point in time. I will offer to help him hire an individual that will be an asset and not a liability, and someone I can work with as before.
Lastly, I would like to thank ALL of you for your comments. It really helped me focus on WHY I do what I do...…………..as the distraction of the offer was clouding my judgement! I look forward to continueing to offer what assistance I can here, and getting to know everyone here even better!